God never leaves us

I have had a very interesting month of difficulties. Things definitely got a little crazy. I've discovered that there are lot of things that I need to change about myself. Many of them are more about the fears that I have than anything else. It has been a pretty emotional time
and somehow I made it to a real calm place today. I have been working hard to change a lot of this and there was a good amount of stress. I have been noticing a lot of adversity and the forces of darkness really trying to tear me up. I have handled it in the best way I know how. I am noticing growth in my life, but I was really struggling to keep it together and I have failed a few times. I always build on what I learn, and growing can have pain that goes with it. Mistakes happen and I usually learn well from them. I have really had to meditate on the power of God to make it through this. I've had some forlorn moments, but our God is a God who saves and heals and strengthens us. He is with us through the times that we cannot handle well. Continue to keep me in your prayers. You can never pray too much.